Saturday, March 12, 2005
WHERE IS FELICIA?
hai, liquor and kopi? i dunno how to drink. you know i get rashes and red eyes and fat faced upon consumption of anything other than biere. ernest is drinking with daniel and co. - known as the A blk people. why am i always stuck in the antisocial mould and not going gone with the crazy young people partying every mon tues weds thurs fri sat even sunday (so long as there is poison anywhere, any room, any girl, any block). and im hungry. certain hunger brings with it anger. and i dont wanna wait for noodles no more. he asked me ' hey wanna go?" i must have given the same kinda "oh mind you asking me to your (hehe i dunno - everything male ranging from sex to pink and blue zebras?) drinking session, with those you call oh-shes-pretty-but-shes-a-bimbo and the zebras. so instantly came "ah, but you prob wont have anything to say. you're anti-social" tell me my true friends, what do i think of this?but ive taken to coffee these days too. one miraculous incident made me see and smell kopi. i must have kept awake for days one day last sem, and i went outta a cold geography lecture and exchanged with a machine,1.20 for a green slim can - and haha my eyes closed no more. 1st half of lecture was slept thru, 2nd was merely sat thru, in wonder. and i gave up forever morrre going to geography classes. but i passed the module. but i like to sit in trendy coffee places, and be smogged by cigarettes and lim kopi.
i want to move out too. i guess if i live with you, mum wont shout at me in her menopausal absurdity anymore.
wah itzliqi! dont worry. channel your hopes and determination for piano for sth else. there is always a sth else that needs attention right? yay, congratulations second choice.
simama, where is your laptop and ur desktop and ur home wireless network? you are further den australia!
i was brilliant that night, putting multiple pictures in a post, on which time spent shld have been on preparation for test, but oh well, i was briliant for a night. and did bad for test following day. and did bad staying in my room hungry with jazz music. and did bad forgetting now how i got the pictures all put together.
fuck at 3:26 AM