Saturday, May 14, 2005
outwin outdo outlast
i think the world is a confusion. there are a thousand theories to everything, from the scientific to the superstition, from the modern rational to the tried and tested traditional. today i suffer from a body of hard aches. ( not heartache, romance has taken a positive turn )and so i trodded to the upscale orchard library and collapsed on a black faux leather seat with metallic holely backing. and i started flipping through a well being magazine that informed me a great deal about my state of being - maybe not that great a deal if this infomation is placed on the cosmic scale of things. i learnt that when one suffers some shoulder, neck or headache, "from sitting i nfront of the computer for long hours" ( a real and logical cause ) the chi/( i shld say 'qi' since we learnt hanyupinyin) the qi ( yet most of us, despite acquaintance with the hanyupinyin, is more familiar with 'chi') so the qi/chi cannot flow. acu points are blocked. i tried relieving my aches by following the recommended steps of acu point self massage - didnt work. got my sister to thump my back - to no avail. i went on to consult a book i bought under the coercion of chiaxinyi back in hwachulookin days: "simple pain relief", and it says a warm bath will do me good. i stood under shower and turned the tap minute by minute towards the red side until it must have been boiling point, do i realise that it is simply not working! so a spray of cold water would perk the tired body up. all was but the same. then lion ( for those unfamiliar,lion=ernest) prescribed a vitamin c, and plenty of rest. no vitamin c. only found an apple, and regretted not taking one on a daily basis.now im thinking of my mum's chinese liang cha, which doesn't offer immmediate relief, but a cup of mum;s cha and undisturbed sleep would guarantee a better tomorrow. but i quarrelled with mum. so no cha. or should i sip some ice cold coca cola, which sometimes does do headaches good. a thousand schools of thoughts. i just need one that work now, at this precise moment in time, for this particular uneasiness of mine.you see, when someone wins a million dollar, it is justified with their traits, good or bad. so this season was won by a kind-hearted pair, the next season, if and when some mean ambitious unscrupulous people win, ah they deserve it. and rightly so. this is a reality game mind you. outwin outdo outlast outrun outbid outcraft outcrook oh ok ok enough. get out u are not competent enough.
ah lilylow, you think ur talents on par with the boy next door. we think u;re a genius. ur mexican/ballet/chinese dance teacher might have seen a spark in you. only u stopped dancing. the little boy might have grown up influenced by ur practising piano, and you so started his musical quest. sun yan zi in her fanZs' (i know taiwanese say fanz even when he meant only one singular fanZ - 我是你的fanz!) eyes is so much more than a pale faced stick trying to pull a dark vuluptuous exotica.
talking about lilylow, do you know that lilylow has been displaying her flair for poetry since the early days when i just got to know her. i dug up 2 poems, handwritten and self-composed. written on a circular piece of tracing paper with cloudy-curly edges, here is one:
what color is love?
Love is the color of the water a man lost in the desert finds.
(okok ... this is not original ... i copied this from the GP handout ...)
anyway, juz wanna say
i love you!
love you for who you are,
love you for who you would be.
love you now and forever,
love you for loving me.
love, (signed off)
there is no lacking of creativity, for she drew love with a representative heart symbol. to me, this poem certainly makes more sense the the copied one. just how is finding water love? love of God? the heretic would agree that liqi's love is more compelling than God's love. to the devout christian, we are blasphemous.
oh ike is addicted to kissing. id like to believe that prolonged facial exercise of this sort does shed some facial fats. so some believe that kissing resonably is cardio for the cheeks and chins, others still are stuck to abs buns and thighs. we have all moved on!
fuck at 11:25 PM