Wednesday, February 28, 2007
summer time
this time, unlike, previous returns from summer/winter vacations, there wasn’t anyone to look forward to. only this time, knowing it’s my final year, without the exception of tearful goodbyes and hugs – as if subconsciously agreed upon, that i’ll be back soon enough. to tell the truth, i could get use to this – traveling and living in 2 different places, allowing time for myself to luxuriate in solitude and self-loving, a recess for prolonged bad karma/aura accumulated in one place.
that 20mins of intense bodily pain with tension surrounding the lower body almost had me convinced to give up childbirth and breast-feeding totally, to pull up my pants, leaving strip partially deforested beneath. intolerable, brazilian wax is. if you are conjuring the image of an uncultured virgin waxer, i did not curse or swear, surprisingly, which i may have forgotten how to in the midst of frantic activity below. my therapist, quite unlike chia’s, did not make the extra effort in calming my pre-brazilian jitters, but rather selfishly hurried in prying ass cracks and labias like i do with my lovely chicken thighs – decongesting the inner muscles from the yellowish semi-solid organic compounds. imagine prying labias for a living – no wonder neoahma decided against being a gynecologist. the aftermath was a lingering numbness. it wasn’t until i needed to pee did it occur to me that i look pubescent once more and strip did a smooth job! so, do not believe your therapist if they say you will get used to the pain. if it’s going to be a monthly affair, i wish you luck to both your coochie and your pocket.
thank you. for a summer holiday like this.
fuck at 3:02 AM