Wednesday, March 21, 2007
anonymously yours
anonymity is a rare luxury of indulgence on days that i have to attend classes alone. i can look frumpy and sloppy in geeky specs, without giving a hoot about being recognized –meaning there are times where i may appear almost ghostly, like an apparition. but the thing i love about having friends in class or familiar classmates, there will be no chance that i will walk into a wrong tutorial class.
the first time i walked in for my psyc classes as a friendless loner, i was late, breathless and very embarrassed.
yesterday, i walked into the wrong class, only to realize 10minutes later and too embarrassed to walk out.
being anonymous would have adequately disguise my disorientation and awkwardness for the next hour if not for the two puerile psyc freshmen. she threw a sultry come-hither look and the boy was unable to contain himself. i would have dismissed any form of mild flirting because occasionally, it is inevitable. just a little more than that, will be obscene. so the audacity of them to flirt across me, through me and almost as if I was even microscopically discernible. i had the incredible need to breathe and to leave the young sweet pair to themselves. now i sound like sour grape.
and today, i got slammed between the lift doors because some blondie couldn’t be bothered to hold the lift door for me.
peeved. peeved. peeved!
fuck at 6:20 PM
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