Thursday, March 31, 2005
who ever gets to hear the fox's wisdom. its wisdom is of no use to us human beings. sigh we shld all be chickens
It was then that the fox appeared.
"Good morning," said the fox.
"Good morning," the little prince responded politely, although when he turned around he saw nothing.
"I am right here," the voice said, "under the apple tree."
"Who are you?" asked the little prince, and added, "You are very pretty to look at."
"I am a fox," the fox said.
"Come and play with me," proposed the little prince. "I am so unhappy."
"I cannot play with you," the fox said. "I am not tamed."
"Ah! Please excuse me," said the little prince.
But, after some thought, he added:
"What does that mean--'tame'?"
"You do not live here," said the fox. "What is it that you are looking for?"
"I am looking for men," said the little prince. "What does that mean--'tame'?"
"Men," said the fox. "They have guns, and they hunt. It is very disturbing. They also raise chickens. These are their only interests. Are you looking for chickens?"
"No," said the little prince. "I am looking for friends. What does that mean--'tame'?"
"It is an act too often neglected," said the fox. It means to establish ties."
"'To establish ties'?"
"Just that," said the fox. "To me, you are still nothing more than a little boy who is just like a hundred thousand other little boys. And I have no need of you. And you, on your part, have no need of me. To you, I am nothing more than a fox like a hundred thousand other foxes. But if you tame me, then we shall need each other. To me, you will be unique in all the world. To you, I shall be unique in all the world . . ."
"I am beginning to understand," said the little prince. "There is a flower . . . I think that she has tamed me . . ."
"It is possible," said the fox. "On the Earth one sees all sorts of things."
"Oh, but this is not on the Earth!" said the little prince.
fuck at 11:07 PM
Wednesday, March 30, 2005
the point is not paris hilton's hair.its this cuppa gloria jean's.tingting,its arnott's tim tam!haha!p/s:hmmm..i give it two stars.
fuck at 1:25 PM
perpetual boredom...
fuck at 1:21 PM
hangover boredom.
fuck at 1:20 PM
damn it i created a post long and colourful took me so long blogger screwed it up screwed it up!fuck at 7:11 AM
booze and me (cont.)
after my pantene treatment..i like lily's grown mane
yvon's neat and tied mane
cindy's curled fringe
and sim's erm black hair (hey,black hair's in vogue!)
banah aceh's earthquake was measured 8.2 on the richter huh?how liao..how?
fuck at 4:41 AM
booze and me
my head is heavy with all that vodka and beer.i walked home on heels alone from a club near chinatown.
gross.are you mortified?
i didnt even think i might be robbed/raped/assulted/attacked/mobbed by strangers/robbers/gang/drunkards
i thought i might get to know more people.
not just standing there being pushed around,trampled on my toes,nodding my head off the techno trance-like music,inhaling tobacco, getting more booze,blinded by ah bengs' light sticks and amused by indian's dance moves.
this aussie called me a lass.haha a lass!
i thought he was cute.his words were cute.
ah my head spins my hair stinks my throat parched my feet hurts.
aint felicitous.
i should write poetry or lyrics,do a painting or two,get into the classical music mode and bake a chocolate mud cake.
clubs are meant for people to meet people who know people;not people who wants to know people.
some asian party,it was no fun no fun no fun no fun.
at all.
there was a japanese party yesterday.M came back drunk laughing crying and hugging me.
secrets,affairs,scandals,love.
she asked for a man!a man she barely knew!
ah more of these im going nuts.
i cant take care of a drunk needy emotional woman.
the whole time i had to change towels boil water for tea call man change towel call man
after man came i had to exit the scene shoo-ed by man.(hello?)
felt like some insignificant lowly nu bi.
boohoohoo.
oh did i mention some rowdy angmohs threw an egg at us on easter saturday?
i supposed their goodwill meant happy easter.
how apt.
is that felicitous too?
i was fiddling with mascara and my lashes today.complete with the curler!haha not that it is felicitous but haha i liked my glamorous eyes.
after this random shit im going to pantene-treat my hair.it stinks!!!!!!!
i love you people.i miss quality friendship.quality conversations.quality everything.
darn,i think im drunk.
i love you people still.
xoxo,
ike.
fuck at 3:25 AM
Tuesday, March 29, 2005
Word of the Day
felicitous
DEFINITION:
(adjective) pleasing, fortunate, apt
EXAMPLE:
The sudden blossoming of the dogwood trees on the morning of Matt's wedding seemed a felicitous sign of good luck.
SYNONYMS:
appropriate, germane, suitable
Information provided by Petersons.com
fuck at 8:25 PM
we give u one star, gong xi
fuck at 12:15 AM
thunder loud, raindrops soft
fuck at 12:10 AM
btw, lau pasat has good mango-bing...go try!!!
fuck at 12:04 AM
Sunday, March 27, 2005
this is for da-jia.happy easter sunday!
fuck at 7:54 PM
ah,this was taken when you (lily ey yvon) thought i had a choco-explosion which it didnt happen.the chao ta parts coagulated with the semi-melted cadbury bar.tastes like some very crunchy cookie,of course,with the unmistakable charcoal smell.
fuck at 7:53 PM
Saturday, March 26, 2005
eski-no! snow job
拥挤的冬天怎么一点也不冷？
仿佛掉进了粪坑
借酒为了感觉热腾腾
结果酒让人心疼
雪帽挡不了吵闹
给我安静好不好
别吵，再闹，让我快死掉
冬天安静比较叼
复歌
我不需要 像夏天般的喧闹
我不需要 风花雪液的高潮
我需要冰冷的角落一个人感冒
单独过着季节也是一种爱好
defintely over-rated ike!! a nice place if not for its misnomer. its boasted sub-zero degrees igloo is no bigger than my claustrophobic room. lousy music. lousy waitress whose mis-calculation make patrons feel cheated. lousy over zealous mr waiter, just to be blamed for self-annoyance. pity, the walls are nice, the toilet door too. oh marketed wrongly to only generate a lousy feeling of being deceived and of hopes dashed. we need to be better than them!
we were waxing lyrical, so the above is a song we composed. however it may sound, definitely friendlier than eskimonian techno.
fuck at 3:02 AM
Thursday, March 24, 2005
what is wrong with the straits times interactive with the pay-to-access policy now?i just want to read the papers!
theveryangryike
fuck at 4:06 PM
Big Walk 2005
Sunday, May 227:30am, National Stadium
itz back! registration March 19 to May 15 2005! another chance at winning a car!
fuck at 12:17 AM
Wednesday, March 23, 2005
it will be a good friday
yes yes,sorry u had to go out to earn money feed home
and yes yes
it was deliberately taught
the question wasn't exactly formed when i bought flowers but as i taught him...along the line...it started to turn absurd
from,
"happy birthday liqi" tt my classmate insisted on saying
"this is for loliqi, happy birhtday"
"are you lilyloliqi? happy birthday."
"im looking for a miss lilyloliqi"...we dropped the birthday idea
he went up...
and came down nervous," ha?! got 2 in yellow!! which one?"
i went voyeuring
then he repeated to himself," im looking for a misslilyLIliqi..."
WRONG! i threatened him with lunch if he doesn't get it perfect
so there goes the ultimate choice, (in case he went to the wrong table)
"EXCUSE ME, WHICH IS MISSLILYLOLIQI?"
happy 20th
oh yah! thetalltannedtingting did u write tt poem?
marvellous LILO is an accounting term!!! how did u know it
fuck at 11:23 PM
Tuesday, March 22, 2005
here's another alliteration:tingting in the trolley.
fuck at 10:30 PM
coincidence #2
ah i cant blog in one entry.anyways,i was blogsurfing and found a picture of weilin,xiaowei and company posing in the same manner.heh heh second coincidence of the week.
fuck at 10:29 PM
heres a little alliteration for 22nd march :Lilliputian lily of the valley
lying on the high oh lilac lilo
never lily-livered, always lilting happy
anything,
even for a limbo!
nota bene: lilo in computing terms refers to last in last out too
count on you lily, for you're the flower with the solution
fuck at 10:04 PM
silent night
ah no wild party today?i hoped i didnt miss out alot but why no party?
we have make-up party in june okay?
i bought chardonnay from the winnery.lets have a little private english party.
avec roses et petit gateaux.
dear lily,i need time to spot the post office from my tiny map before my little greeting reaches you.please be expecting me.
fuck at 10:01 PM
dear roses,
hey thnx for The Lily ar...and thnx cindy for telling ur delivery boy to address me as lily....ok he din exactly address me....he asked "hu is ms lily low liqi" waa so paiseh...i had not known how awful the name lily sounds until today....but still...i think lily is a nice name..itz a nicer flower even...oh and if not for the quiz i haf tmr....i wouldnt be caught in such an uncool place...LIBRARY 2 for heaven's sake! pls dun tell pple then i hang out at lee wee nam and library 2...nonono... im not usually so nerdy...ok gotta run for my date with cherminn and keith le... yesyesyes... im 20 and im responsible mature sensible selfless committed....and therefore i haf to go for tuition...
loving ya all,
itzlily!
fuck at 5:43 PM
she was just a stranger, loved only by the audience
fuck at 3:06 AM
itzliqi!('s birthday)
happy twentieth!i love you!
muacks!
we're all but the same entity! that is why im allowed to add,
i love lillies too!
lillies lo lily lillies lo lily
fuck at 12:40 AM
Sunday, March 20, 2005
forget the boozers!!!!
leave them if they dont amuse ucosmic ey?? heehee that will be cool
this is serendipity ain't it
the next time u meet him get his number will u
it's easier to meet someone in singapore....not aussie
stay calm and geeky
sinfulcindysays(alliteration horh)
fuck at 10:51 PM
Saturday, March 19, 2005
know how much i hate smoke and booze and gambling laughing peopleknow how angry i was when i wanted to leave and she kept drinking completely ignoring my sulks
know how left out i felt
hate being so dependent
if i could have just drove myself home
im so fucking not going to attend all this social boozing sessions anymore damnit
fuck at 1:17 AM
Friday, March 18, 2005
you wont believe i met him again.today.in the city.in the same restaurant.how coincidental is that?
i can almost feel the cosmic energy.see the invisible aura.
heh so much for febuary tenth.
fuck at 7:25 PM
i got stung by bee again
whoa whoa 10th feb ah?got may 8 nort?i still haven find my kk ppl
and speaking of coinciding bdays...
sanduo shares the birthday of this person in my clique!!
and somehoe she heard his name b4...kk i think!!
heh
fuck at 12:09 PM
all my heart and soul and sweat and blood and sleep,
all that work frenzy in twenty four hours,
THEY have to turn up late.
why the detergent-washing?
remember pk's canto saying "not clean,eat already no sickness"?
please tell sanduo i said happy birthday.
please ask yingwei if she received my text message.
got aquainted to a febuary tenth guy four hours ago.
just wait and see.
fuck at 1:19 AM
Wednesday, March 16, 2005
poisson... i mean poisoned.
by the fruit of Newton's labourthat is wat that is going to appear on my MC tmr. i haf a stats quiz and an accounting test. how sad. actualli i was trying to keep myself healthy for my tests tmr so i washed my apple with xtra care using detergent (those meant for washing apples, supposed to be completely soluble in water), but now im poisoned by it (apple? detergent?) how ironic.
The lily is one of the oldest plants found on planet Earth. It is believed to be a survivor from before the Ice Age. Lilies dating back to the fifteenth century B.C. adorned beautiful vases found in ancient ruins on the island of Crete. The tombs of Egyptian Pharaohs often contain Lily-decorated items.
The Bible is filled with references to Lilies. Solomon's Temple was adorned with "Lily work".
so actualli lily's not a bad name, rite?
but for now,
itzlily/lavender/lotusliqi
fuck at 2:47 PM
random pitch
was talking to beehoon and sun can then suddenly thought of thisya all know how taiwanese always have a bi ye lu xing after grad
we never really had one
when we graduate this time we can gather those ppl ta go backpack canada
see suncan if he cant see us
have our bi ye lu xing b4 we move into the working age group
i wanna sit in a coach and talk to ppl like huimin and beehoon and junjia and yuanji
go do something together, then come back as strange(as in strangers) as we were.
fuck at 12:40 PM
Tuesday, March 15, 2005
i can't help but argue
heh hehthks yah
but the show was 2 hr40 and yah it was terribly draggy
it started late? how pathetic...must be waiting for the crowd that didn't come
my good friend wrote the music
and i tot it was amazing
the ah beng family was supposed to speak singlish
and lemme say this...i wanna i wanna i wanna say...none of them spoke horrendous english on the set to me
erm...if i may add...they know their tenses, im surprised u think they're ntu freaks who can't speak english for nuts...tenses?! u used the word tenses?
it's IN character
i really don't know how proper the exaggerated lines of the ah bengs can be changed
wow and u were irked
i watched it and liked it?
wow, we're really heading in different directions right
u and ur posh english-speaking ah bengs
me and my ppl who use improper language?
ahahaha so funny im not raising facts to oppose ur comments im juz suddenly hit in the head how different we've become
the musicians played coldplay without scores for me...in the hall...
and i nearly melted, and they were horror to u
and choon kit the old ah ma?yah he did his own makeup...u could see powder?wow
surprised u could only see me and not the show
which part of my line was worth it?
"and i'm his wife"?
"please excuse us"???confused???
be the director?ahahah im not sim
and i didn't write the script
write the songs
teach the actors vocals
imagine the scene
position the actors
choreograph the dance
she did.
sack the musicians?
i can't play the grand piano
the bass
the guitar
the drums
i can't even read scores
i've learnt my lessons, no more substandard invitation to u guys, sorry i put u thru trauma,i can emphathise with u...i went to one horrifying one for hall 5..but don't criticise the actors for what they r not
fuck at 5:26 AM
ahahhaa i really dowana argue
fuck at 5:25 AM
Third month, there is a third birthday to save
Its sanduos birthday on thursday. It Daniels birthday tday. Its Yingwei bdae celebration 2 days back. Birthdays, birhtdays give me excitement. You know how i love to show love on birthdays, i love everything big and special, abundant, excessive, surprises and making the birthday person feel like its really his day in his world(his=both sexes). Call me Mrs Dalloway/ clarissa if you like.Yingwei's bdae i bought a cake. i was simply given the task. a good meal, much talking and upDating. - shes dating Kaixiang from tchs/hcjc/medicine nus!
As i sit here passive doing nothing about Daniel's day, as ernest and the rest of them drink till probably dawn in their way of celebration. i feel like im handicapped. why am i not doing anything? Simply its too much for me to do anything more than a simple happybdae sms. why? oh you all know why. A friend who's a gem, and i treasured, and more so now. but doing less than i want(ed).
Which brings me to wonder. im really at a loss - what do i do for the upcoming birthday? Has anything changed at all? it certainly feels so. Shld i save this birthday, a question posed well more for myself than for him. Who wants to share Harley Davidson? since we're all his pillion- Are we Fei 1Nu3? Sq taught me this term today, he zao ju-ed : your mum was a Fei Nu. oh werent we fei nu-s with a postman that shanghai night, so much fun!
im sorry if these posts and nonsense are so random. i have random things to care about. its so tiring. new tasks every day. i gotta be random. and talk bout myself, hopefully they fulfil the cuase this blog was established for. just lamentations i know. read and forget. fathom this lost freedom phantom we're all just atoms heaped in random . less care less care!
fuck at 3:31 AM
Up to the Mark?
wow i would feature ur lavendar story in my film one day if i ever direct one, or in a poem or a book, or a song,. but i guess its good enough to be blogged and recorded. and read.aiyo cindy. cindy the play, was bad. i must be honest becos its really bad. i was very irked leh. very very very very much. so please let me complain without offence.
alot of things were substandard.
Tiketing
if a play stretches pass the 3rd hour, it shld be written so on the ticket. intermission rows of people went away and never came back. Doors shld close at most i think reasonably 15 mins after the stated admission time? it was written 7.30, think it started 8.15. plus streams of people entering with accompanying streams of light from outside in the middle of everything.
Script
tho i cant deny there were witty lines. especially delighted upon hearing your line. every thing the lawyer said was incorrect. shld ve consulted sth, a play or a show or someone with legal knowledge
Language
hmmm, i heard pple say they were watching pck on stage, with worse english. singlish yes, the lahs and the lohs ought to be in for good flavor, but it is a proper play. use proper language. im espe cially irritated by this. argh. dorector, watch local theatre please. singlish can be proper english. i love singlish, but i hated the play.
Musical?
but i think it would be good as a stage play, not a musical.those are not songs, they are horror to the ears. songs were bad, singing was bad, live music unimpressive.
Makeup
Makeup was haha. funny really. when the old lady shook her head, powder everywhere. i thot this lightened everyone up.
glad tt i went to watch you, not the play. didnt even know its title before. in this case, my money X3wasnt really thrown away. becos u did well and in every sense lit up OUR show. next year wanna join, make sure first on- and back-stage crew are committed and powerful, and with so many talented people from ur hall, it'd be enjoyable. pity that the talents are not put together properly. sack the musicians la. and the scriptwriters/editor, or make the actors take pride in their lines and learn basic english tenses and prononciations. very rigorous,must go thru real vocals and speech and drama warm ups. essential. come on, be the director / producer next year. make it good, choose the correct people, and employ ONLY those.
oh well, why so critical. i hope uve gained ur due enjoyment for whatever effort uve put in/ whatever difficulties endured. experience and fulfillment is paramount. den everyone appreciates the finer things in life. My pdtn was a success but was i not grouchy in it? need committment i guess. i believed u were happier in urs den i was in mine.but good job really, everybody. xinyi's hair was the prettiest of all, and haha im sorry her dance partner couldnt really keep up with her, or the music. she basically did her job, well. haha money well spent in other ways anyhows.
yike u shdnt keep Felicia in the darkness of a drawer. use it anyhows. make it be seen. however useless. i think a winter/autumm balcony accessory is a good idea. dont have it hung, meant to give u warmth.
sim mama,. sim mama.
fuck at 2:35 AM
"if yan can cook,so can you!"
"if yan can cook,so can you!"apparently,martin yan's pet phrase influenced the male species more than i had expected.
imagine us hacking the crabs apart while the men shrieked and distanced themselves.
and while the men were whipping up tasty sing-a-pore style chilli crabs,we just sat there waiting to be served.
tsk tsk.
fuck at 2:12 AM
Monday, March 14, 2005
masquerade~~ it was a happy day
Masquerade! Paper faces on paradeMasquerade! Hide your face so the world will never find you
Masquerade! Every face a different shade
Masquerade! Look around, there's another mask behind you.
ahh no apologies please it wasn't an occasion that requires ur presence
actually wanted u all ta see the play not the calafare heh
ahahahh it was terrible english to ting the english queen anyway
but i enjoyed every minute of the applause from the back stage
my classmates got priase my dancing yo hee happy!!!
i wanna be involved nex year if i can...stage mag is cool
anyway the apologies i get
interesting
ahahahah emil chou is my major setback man
and lillylolichee thks for saying it's campfire song
ahahahah i realised we really like different things
im out
and i already realise my mistake
really bad at motivating this crowd
and yunz(aiyo what's ur scary name huh?why is my memory so bad) next time can just sms me the answer no need to reply me thru internet ok?
sms not that X
fuck at 10:27 PM
missing in action
Heylo! eh..it's me! Sim arh..so sorry for the long long absence! I'm still in class..haiz..was just reading through all your postings..u guys have been updating this blog so frequently! i'm sooooo guilty..ok..i shall buck up!..seems like everyone is in a depressed mood..i hope this "is" has become a "was"! and..ike..not i dun want to reply u...haha..as u said expensive lah..my dad will scream when he sees the bill..and now u have internet..use msn har..u save ur phonebill too...ayz..i haven been watching kangxi lately...no one to share wif mi the content..argh...~~ oh yah..i've installed skype lately..how about u guys?liqi...u are technologically saavy rite..should have hor...add mi kz.."yunying85". Finally projects are more or less done..exams coming sooon..everyone jia youz~Any plans for summer???? oh..and cindy..so sorry..couldnt watch ur play..got another play to watch and i bought the tics le...yeah...and the li zong sheng and emil's concert..i dun tink i wanna watch..hah..i only watch JAY's concert! yepz...signing off le...take carez~ simfuck at 10:12 AM
young and dangerous
after my road trip back from surfers' i became obssessive with sports cars.cars with super low cg,almost touching the ground and speeding 140km/h on highways.we were pratically racing each other on the highways back to city!(with the 3 sports cars driven by friends excluding ours).what a spectacle.i was comtemplating hanging FELICIA on my bare walls.and then i was also thinking of buying a garden set for my private balcony with which FELICIA definitely comes in handy while sipping hot chocolate and reading "tuesdays with morrie" through autumn and winter.while i cant decide,FELICIA will be hiding in my big brown drawers set.
what's shui xian flower then?some lotus plant?
fuck at 6:04 AM
Saturday, March 12, 2005
"lavender is 薰依草"
wat i din manage to saywas on a bus, this young girl was a few seats in front of me, she was asking her father wat lavender was in chinese. she gave her description of the flower...“那个紫色的花。。。什么什么草的。。” but her father didnt noe wat she was talking about...or rather he didnt noe wat lavender was in chinese...so he told her itz 水仙花. she got upset, but tried to provide more details....trying to make the father recall tt her auntie grew tt 草...
was a few seats behind... wanted to tell her itz "lavender is 薰依草"...but i would haf to shout it out...so i decided i would walk up to her and tell her "lavender is 薰依草" when im about to alight.
unfortunately, they were getting off...a stop before me. so i tot i should walk up right then and tell her "lavender is 薰依草", alight and walk home. unfortunately, it was raining outside. so i sat.
wonder if shez still wondering wat lavender is in chinese. i dun like the feeling of not knowing, understand how she feels. should haf been more spontaneous.
hope she got her qn answered.
itzlavenderlowliqi
fuck at 6:34 PM
WHERE IS FELICIA?
hai, liquor and kopi? i dunno how to drink. you know i get rashes and red eyes and fat faced upon consumption of anything other than biere. ernest is drinking with daniel and co. - known as the A blk people. why am i always stuck in the antisocial mould and not going gone with the crazy young people partying every mon tues weds thurs fri sat even sunday (so long as there is poison anywhere, any room, any girl, any block). and im hungry. certain hunger brings with it anger. and i dont wanna wait for noodles no more. he asked me ' hey wanna go?" i must have given the same kinda "oh mind you asking me to your (hehe i dunno - everything male ranging from sex to pink and blue zebras?) drinking session, with those you call oh-shes-pretty-but-shes-a-bimbo and the zebras. so instantly came "ah, but you prob wont have anything to say. you're anti-social" tell me my true friends, what do i think of this?but ive taken to coffee these days too. one miraculous incident made me see and smell kopi. i must have kept awake for days one day last sem, and i went outta a cold geography lecture and exchanged with a machine,1.20 for a green slim can - and haha my eyes closed no more. 1st half of lecture was slept thru, 2nd was merely sat thru, in wonder. and i gave up forever morrre going to geography classes. but i passed the module. but i like to sit in trendy coffee places, and be smogged by cigarettes and lim kopi.
i want to move out too. i guess if i live with you, mum wont shout at me in her menopausal absurdity anymore.
wah itzliqi! dont worry. channel your hopes and determination for piano for sth else. there is always a sth else that needs attention right? yay, congratulations second choice.
simama, where is your laptop and ur desktop and ur home wireless network? you are further den australia!
i was brilliant that night, putting multiple pictures in a post, on which time spent shld have been on preparation for test, but oh well, i was briliant for a night. and did bad for test following day. and did bad staying in my room hungry with jazz music. and did bad forgetting now how i got the pictures all put together.
fuck at 3:26 AM
pictures galore
i have four chapters of unread texts and workshop presentations to prepare and group project topics to research and yada-yada-yada.im going to the goldcoast tomorrow!and some vineyard winnery place on mount cotton for some vintage ol' vin de rouge.sigh preferably with good ol' company too.haha no meisiew my dear,haha too embarrassing!even the chinese introduced themselves as 'rachel','terence','michael' yada-yada..popular english names in our era!
fuck at 12:34 AM
sunset.not as lovely as my hdb's but anyways see that digital clock?haha i dont need clocks in the house anymore.haha.
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view from my balcony
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third week
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second week
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first week
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Friday, March 11, 2005
local delicacies
watz for breakfast?heyo ike! how do u introduce urself to the angmohs? i think u shud use ur chinese name....meisiew....mebbe they can remember u better?...tt girl with the chinese name i cant remember...
aniwae...i brought this up bcoz my bro was telling me he once had this angmoh teacher hu couldnt pronounce his name....zhaoxuan became dao3 suan3...and his classmate jiewei became cwehkweh...at least this angmoh noes the local food...
and i juz realized i haf missed the deadline for the piano exam. damn.
itzlychee
fuck at 8:04 PM
Wednesday, March 09, 2005
merry bitching day
wa nobody remembered thesan ba fu nu festival?its some international womens day here know.merry bitching about sordid scandals!lily,i wasnt muggingmugging nor makingoutmakingout can.craved for food.something hot.so drove out to buy hor fun and macs.post menstrual indulgence haha.
i didnt mention about my drinking did i.i had five shots!(the day i went sleepover at some ulu suburbs)
holy cow.
i still like bailey's.
i will evolve into some pathological alcoholic soon.
tsk.tsk.
fuck at 5:15 PM
hee...i got new glasses!!...and the purple hat's not mine...but it's comfy ta hold..from London & Co. How cool is that
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see me eat cows!
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the long awaited annabelle to brighten up ur days
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sha de
fuck at 1:57 PM
the incredibles
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Book of the week!!
fuck at 1:55 PM
ahhh...alcoholic it is, we shall die young
5 shots of bailey's ya?...wow that's such a faraway dreamheh, all i have is my good ol'Choya, and my roomate's absolute vodka staring at me
come back and we'll start our very own drinking club
get our own apartment, fix a bar and a cellar
w a coffee machine as well
who needs beds and study tables? liquor and caffine is what keeps us alive
the apartment concept was inspired by this NUS architechture guy who's now doing interior design
he had 3 yrs in london,
own apartment(both noun and verb)
on papers now advocating the idea of moving out on your own (monday's ST)
parents will flip i guess, but this is what i really wanna do b4 i do something drastic like marriage
try to do progessive drinking will ya?
the feeling of reaching the brink and conquering it feels good
i like feeling high b4 u're too high to feel high
(this is what my ES tutor calls repetitive)
once drunk, differentiation is impossible, don't shag the ugly
if u wanna drink, don't flirt
if u wanna flirt, don't drink
ok i better start my assignment i have to hand up today
show u all pictures!! i can upload already and yah...i only know how to upload one by one dunno how to put all together
fuck at 7:41 AM
Product review of the week
Good read: The travellers WifeGood buy: Follow Me Nature's Path(ahahah don't look down on the commodities of the commoners)
Good Breakfast: Julie's --- bakes better biscuits (bian4 li4 ban3)
Good news: Monday ST Home Page 7--- living alone
fuck at 7:28 AM
It is such a secret place, the land of tears
Mes amies, do you remember the little prince from nanyang days? reading it again at twenty, im ashamed to find the language not of quality for such story. i sincerely believe, or hope that the original french version would be better. But what matter is the language, when what is essential is not the prints on the page.What a precious story.
So here allow me.
The Little Prince
Antoine de Saint Exupery
Copied and pasted immorally by me.
Dedicated to the flowers i love, the foxes i tamed and lamplighters who amuse me.
And my beloved umbrella.
[1]
Once when I was six years old I saw a magnificent picture in a book, called True Stories from Nature, about the primeval forest. It was a picture of a boa constrictor in the act of swallowing an animal. Here is a copy of the drawing.
In the book it said: "Boa constrictors swallow their prey whole, without chewing it. After that they are not able to move, and they sleep through the six months that they need for digestion."
I pondered deeply, then, over the adventures of the jungle. And after some work with a colored pencil I succeeded in making my first drawing. My Drawing Number One. It looked something like this
I showed my masterpiece to the grown-ups, and asked them whether the drawing frightened them.
But they answered: "Frighten? Why should any one be frightened by a hat?"
My drawing was not a picture of a hat. It was a picture of a boa constrictor digesting an elephant. But since the grown-ups were not able to understand it, I made another drawing: I drew the inside of a boa constrictor, so that the grown-ups could see it clearly. They always need to have things explained. My Drawing Number Two looked like this:
The grown-ups' response, this time, was to advise me to lay aside my drawings of boa constrictors, whether from the inside or the outside, and devote myself instead to geography, history, arithmetic, and grammar. That is why, at the age of six, I gave up what might have been a magnificent career as a painter. I had been disheartened by the failure of my Drawing Number One and my Drawing Number Two. Grown-ups never understand anything by themselves, and it is tiresome for children to be always and forever explaining things to them.
So then I chose another profession, and learned to pilot airplanes. I have flown a little over all parts of the world; and it is true that geography has been very useful to me. At a glance I can distinguish China from Arizona. If one gets lost in the night, such knowledge is valuable.
In the course of this life I have had a great many encounters with a great many people who have been concerned with matters of consequence. I have lived a great deal among grown-ups. I have seen them intimately, close at hand. And that hasn't much improved my opinion of them.
Whenever I met one of them who seemed to me at all clear-sighted, I tried the experiment of showing him my Drawing Number One, which I have always kept. I would try to find out, so, if this was a person of true understanding. But, whoever it was, he, or she, would always say:
"That is a hat."
Then I would never talk to that person about boa constrictors, or primeval forests, or stars. I would bring myself down to his level. I would talk to him about bridge, and golf, and politics, and neckties. And the grown-up would be greatly pleased to have met such a sensible man.
fuck at 5:16 AM